About Rick

The colors are a little darker with you and the lines they fade, the things that happened still play out the same. And your voice it rings, your image still clear, yet Im not lost without you here the time it continues it soar. The tears they stretch to floors, but still I stand, knowing your eyes are on me. To know you again is what we pain and the details seem to stain. But we walk, still a miss maybe astray, but we walk to walk another day. Seems when they pass we do not notice till its in our face as emotions pace. The ache of something so dear torn away on such terms. I know I can never forgive my choice, my words, my cutting arc aimed at your soul. I apologize a million times my regret, I know you know just as you know now. Blind man to think this world would be okay, to me too heavy a price to pay. So many things you missed in an intimate close quarters way. I still have that day etched into my mind, it has its own little corner where only triggers can find. I think now, how you threatened so many times maybe still those were just lies and it came down to this time. So many influences at just the right time, still there was nothing else to try? Still Im sure as I say that we need you more and more with the passing days.